You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self,  rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if  you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism. Satanism 100% agnosticism 79% atheism 75% Buddhism 71% Paganism 54% Judaism 50% Islam 42% Christianity 4% Hinduism 0%

Are You Truely Gothic?
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I am  what  I  am

         I  do  what I do

                     AnD if  you got a pRoblem

                        Then bitch,

                                  Fuck you

                      So fuck  wHAt you heard

  And recognise what you see;

                 ii know you heard rumours

                                   But here's the

Real Me

 

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at.the.age.of.five.he

slit.his.wrists♥

 

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..: R . A . C . E :..

 

 

I was just asked to run a marathon, so of course I said piss off.

Then the guy says oh come on, it's for spastics and blind kids.

And I thought fuck it.

I can win this.

 

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 Be Happy

No matter how bad life gets, just be thankful your

not an egg...

Coz you'd only get laid once, smashed once, and the

only chick to sit on your face is your mom.

 

What Family Guy Character Are you?
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You scored as Gangrel. You belong to the Gangrel bloodline. Gangrel are very in touch with nature and for this reason are often loners and hermits.  They have a very keen sense of the beast inside them and can let it out with devastating results. They do, however, have a bit less control over their impulsive, animalistic nature and are easy to drive into an uncontrollable frenzy. Gangrel 92% Malkavian 83% Brujah 83% Tremere 79% Toreador 71% Nosferatu 71% Ventrue 54%

What vampire clan do you belong to?
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† The Cursed Sequence †
 
First on earth, as vampyre sent,
Thy corpse shall from it's tomb be rent;
Then ghastly haunt thy native place,
And suck the blood of all thy race;
There from thy daughter, sister, wife,
At midnight drain the stream of life;
Yet loathe the banquet, which perforce,
Must feed thy livid living corpse,
Thy victims, ere they yet expire,
Shall know the demon from their sire;
As cursing thee, thou cursing them,
Thy flowers are withered on thy stem.
But one that for thy crime must fall,
The youngest, best beloved of all,
Shall bless thee with a father's name,
That word shall wrap thy heart in flame.
Yet thou must end thy task and mark,
Her cheek's last tinge- her eyes last spark.
And the last glassy glance must view,
Which freezes over it's lifeless blue;
Then with unhallowed hand shall tear,
The tresses of her yellow hair,
Of which, in life a lock when shorn,
Affection's fondest pledge was worn,
But now is born away by thee,
Memorial to thine agony.
Yet with thine own best blood shall drip,
Thy gnashing tooth, and haggard lip;
Then stalking to thy sullen grave,
Go- and with ghouls and afrits rave,
Till theses in horror shrink away,
From spectre more accursed than they.
 
 
† The Cursed Sequence †
Lord Byron's Demonic Poem
(1814)

NOTE to reader:
The next five poems you will read are original. Please do not take them from my blog.
Thankyou!
-Destineé

DEAD
I'll take this knife
and end my life
here on the floor
tonight
it's like my murder
i'll take it further
it's cold blooded
no fight
i'll take this rope
and then i'll choke
hung above the ground
i'll feel the pain
i'll go insane
try not to make a sound
i'll take this gun
and just for fun
i'll put it to my head
i'll warn the digger
i'll pull the trigger
then i will be dead

MY SUICIDE
They're calling out for me to come
screaming out my name
beckoning for me to leave
making me feel shame
the pain is so unbearable
as i slide the blade
across my neck from side to side
and my vision is starting to fade
these voices in my ears
have whispered something wrong
these images in my head
have scared me for so long
the pain is unlike anything
i've ever felt before
not physically or emotionally
but something even more
it's like i have betrayed myself
i've lost my only friend
it's something i felt slipping
although i couldn't mend
so i sit there crying
and bleeding out a storm
tell daddy not to worry
tell mommy not to mourn..

CANT LIVE
What was said throbs in my head
it hurts so much right now
it seems so real
this pain i feel
it hurts so much, but how?
feeling numb
what's done is done
i'm crying out inside
i've fought so long
what's said is wrong
these tears are what i hide
away i fell
though you still yell
it's killing all of me
i'm kept here caged
my soul is raged
soon i will run free
out of time
out of my mind
too late to forgive
i've tried so hard
my life is barred
i cannot seem to live...

FOR A FRIEND
Agonising one last time
laying on the floor
my eyes rolled back, my mouth is dry
you scream over what you saw
little life is left in me
you're yelling in my ear
your tears are falling on my face
i'm tasting what you fear
my death is slowly coming
although i'm near the end
your voice is quietly drifting
"the angels to you i'll send"
your holding me so tightly
please dont let me go
what i've never told you
is that i love you so...

DYING
She pulls pills from her pocket
as i look into her eyes
she starts to take them ten by ten
to burn away the lies
the pain she feels is spreading
and she wants to die
the hate she cannot take anymore
she soon begins to cry
standing above the bathroom sink
to wash away the blood
the liquid starts to thicken
and it's turning into mud
she stares into the mirror
shes looking ack to see
for that girl whos standing there
that dying girl is me